Back at the beginning of February (February 2nd if you’re into exactitudes), I saw something that kind of got me interested in pursuing some certifications, or something. That got me doing some research, and the next thing I know, I’m suddenly considering going back to school. I decided to request info from a school, then two days later (before getting any actual information from the school) I made the jump and submitted my application. On February 6th I received my acceptance letter, and that set off a flurry of activity and thoughts—requesting transcripts, proof of residency documentation, etc., and the big one… deciding what to do about work.
We sort of crunched some numbers, and decided it was worth it. With Nolan still being a wee tyke, it was kind of now or never, so I discussed my plans with my boss(es) and started exploring options. I’m stepping out of management, but aside from that it’s still a little up in the air what exactly I’ll be doing.
Today I was given the greenlight to let my team know my plans, and it was shared with my peers shortly thereafter. I love my team—half of the group either started alongside me (or shortly behind me) in 2013 when I first came into the company, and most of the other half I had some hand in hiring. I feel like this team has grown with me and we’ve been through a lot together. I don’t think I’ve always succeeded, but I’ve tried my best to give them the best work experience possible. I feel like this is a good decision for myself, Lynda, and Nolan, but at the same time, I also feel kind of like I’m abandoning this wonderful group of people I’ve worked alongside for several years.
This morning while waiting to break the news, my heart was racing. I was both anxious and nervous to get it out in the open. I’m not going anywhere right away, but there was still a weird feeling of finality. I’m eager and excited to start this new chapter, but it’s still rather bittersweet. And, it was incredibly weird feeling to see the job posting for my position go up…weird how that was the thing that made it feel real.
I could get sappier, but I’ll save that for another time and audience. If you’re on my team and reading this, I hope it’s already clear how much I’ve appreciated the opportunity to work with you.
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